{"product_id":"blue-an-angsty-mm-childhood-neighbor-romance-about-first-love-loss-and-obsession","title":"Blue: An Angsty MM Childhood Neighbor Romance About First Love, Loss, and Obsession","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cdiv\u003e \u003cdiv\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m twenty-one years old and I don’t know how to stop loving him.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThat’s the problem.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBecause Cassian was never meant to be loved like this.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eHe was the boy next door.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe one who climbed through my window in the middle of the night.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe one I gave everything to—without ever asking for anything back.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAnd he took it.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAll of it.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003ePiece by piece, year by year, until there was nothing left of me that wasn’t his.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWe grew up tangled together—\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003ein grief, in silence, in things we never said out loud.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIn a love that didn’t feel like love anymore, but something darker.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSomething that held on tighter the more it hurt.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI knew he would ruin me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI let him anyway.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBecause some people don’t just break your heart—\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003ethey become a part of you.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAnd even after everything…\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eeven after the damage, the distance, the years of trying to survive what we were,\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI would still open the window.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eEvery single time.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBlue\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e is a dark, angsty MM romance about obsession, grief, trauma, and a love that doesn’t let go.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is not a soft story.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is not a safe love.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is what happens when you love someone who hurts you again and again and can’t stop anyway.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eChildhood friends to something darker \u0026gt;\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eToxic, codependent relationship \u0026gt;\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eEmotional damage that lingers \u0026gt;\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eDual timeline (childhood → adulthood)\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eHEA… but you will suffer for it \u0026gt;\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Books Prime","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45921552564415,"sku":"6b12d6b5-ca6f-44dc-bfa1-489ba0142d21","price":17.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0761\/7550\/7647\/files\/63bd82c9fd3768c549b0e40608b133e1.jpg?v=1785166981","url":"https:\/\/books-prime.com\/products\/blue-an-angsty-mm-childhood-neighbor-romance-about-first-love-loss-and-obsession","provider":"Books Prime","version":"1.0","type":"link"}