{"product_id":"part-of-the-99-a-journey-through-pain-shame-and-healing-back-to-the-truth-of-who-i-ve-always-been","title":"Part of the 99: A journey through pain, shame and healing back to the truth of who I’ve always been","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cdiv\u003e \u003cdiv\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eA Journey Through Pain, Shame, and Healing Back to the Truth of Who I’ve Always Been\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWhat happens when the pain you survived becomes the identity you live from?\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eFor years, survival became second nature. Strength looked like silence. Faith looked like endurance. And pain became something to carry quietly while showing up for everyone else.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003ePart of the 99\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e is a deeply personal and faith-rooted journey through heartbreak, trauma, betrayal, survival, motherhood, identity loss, and the long road back to healing.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is not just a story about pain.\u003cbr\u003eIt is a story about what happens when survival mode becomes your personality… when shame distorts your self-worth… and when you begin to question God, yourself, and everything you thought faith was supposed to guarantee.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThrough raw storytelling, reflection, and truth, Estee takes readers into the hidden places many women know too well:\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eStaying strong while silently breaking\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eCarrying wounds no one can see\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWrestling with disappointment, abandonment, and unanswered prayers\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eLosing your voice while trying to keep the peace\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eMistaking survival for identity\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cspan\u003eLearning how healing begins when truth finally confronts the lies\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBut this book is also about restoration.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAbout the God who still sees the one who feels forgotten.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAbout returning to the version of yourself buried beneath pain, shame, fear, and survival.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIf you have ever wondered:\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e“How did I become this version of me?”\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e“Why did God allow this?”\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e“Can I ever truly heal?”\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThen this book was written with you in mind.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBecause maybe your story isn’t over.\u003cbr\u003eMaybe the woman you thought was lost is still waiting to be found.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eOpen the first page… and begin the journey back to her.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e \u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Books Prime","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45914217808063,"sku":"c1123ff1-c08e-4cd7-a068-6c5ba8fc01c2","price":21.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0761\/7550\/7647\/files\/17cbf88b7d98087f2ea68fc12d03bbf1.jpg?v=1785055886","url":"https:\/\/books-prime.com\/products\/part-of-the-99-a-journey-through-pain-shame-and-healing-back-to-the-truth-of-who-i-ve-always-been","provider":"Books Prime","version":"1.0","type":"link"}